ShuMin

31 January 2011

2011-01-31T19:36:00.002+08:00

HI BI AND BYE!

11 November 2010

2010-11-11T22:46:00.003+08:00

Hey baby.♥
What's up with today. Haha! I should say what's up with past few nights. I managed to chiong this drama 拍案惊奇 in like few days or one week. I cant recall. Thumb up for me. <: HAHA! This show is really really exciting and nice! Main male lead is Su YongPeng. Quite shuai okay. He looks cute with the female lead. ^^ It's kinda troublesome changing the disc. There's 44episodes with a max duration of 45min per disc. Which means i have to change the disc every 45min. But it's worth it :D I watched with my dad until 4am ytd. Improve our kinship. Hehe. My piggy mummy keep on waking up halfway scolding daddy and I. Cause we didnt wait for her to catch this drama. She's the one who borrow it, yet we watch like nobody's business. Haha! Anyway, I am here to announce that TMR IS THE LAST O'LEVEL PAPER! YAY! Tmr right after the paper, i am back to hocke training. Ohyeah, just now went to Huiyu's house to do something. HAHA! (Y) Funfunfun! Okay, i shall stop here. Before i go, some enlightenment of my BEAST.
BEAST- BEAUTIFUL TEASER! DAEBAK! :D

08 November 2010

2010-11-08T22:43:00.003+08:00

Babyyyyyyy.
Hi Earth, I'm back. <3>
I DECLARED FREEDOM! Though there's still one more paper left. Ohyeah, my mind is so clear now. Just rant something to Sgn. My mind is so clear now and I made up my mind. How great. Haha. Ss and f/n today was kinda hell for me. But it's alright. I guess i am confident for a pass only. Nevermind, it's enough. Wellohwell. I AM SO IN THE B2STFEVER recently. Look above. (winkwink) Dont be amazed, he's my charming boyfriend. YongJunHyung, saranghae. I bet after Kim Bum, he's the only one that makes me went gagaga over him. Loveya, boy. I'm staying faithful to you, YH and SG. That's it. PAUSE MY SONG, PLAY THE VIDEO! It's B2ST 4th MINI ALBUM 'LIGHT GO ON AGAIN' TEASER! My boyf is so fucking charming. so in love with you, baby. <: Alrighty, i am going to choing my drama later. :D Bye.
P/S: I want to eat Dorene's cheesecake tmr :)

Um. Tell me what is that eye to eye for?

18 October 2010

2010-10-18T22:32:00.002+08:00

OhBitch. I suppose to be missing in action but still i cannot control myself from stepping into Blogger. Yeah, you're my addiction. This would be my very very last post before I go for O'lvl. I promised. Alrighty, so much happenings this few weeks. AND THE FUCKING THING IS YOU KNOW WHAT? O'LEVEL IS ONLY 6DAYS AWAY. FUCK MY LIFE. Omo omo. My desire 11points. Would i be able to achieve? Just wait and see. I really hope to do mummy and daddy proud. Kpop, why are there so many new and nice songs when O'level is around the corner. Ohman, you spin my head right round, right round. HAHA! The last lap, giving my all. Yadayadaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Okay, bye bloggie. Dont miss me. I'm off.

21st Oct - Science practical. Pls be nice to me :)
Pals, goodluck in advance to those taking O's.

03 October 2010

2010-10-03T10:59:00.003+08:00

Chewing gums, whine up the music, tweet how you feeling now, tumblring like there's nobody business, blogging what you like, checking out your friends on Fb. I guess after today, i wont be able to enjoy such pleasure. LOL! O'level is sucha bitch. I fare pretty badly for Prelim. It's giving me some signal of danger. Orange light Flickinggggg' L1R4 - 21 points. WTF! How am i going to the course that i desire. I dropped from a 15 point to a freaking 21 point. Okay, time to make a change. Whateverrrrrrrrrrr lah, bye.

MIA-ing

22 September 2010

2010-09-22T22:39:00.003+08:00

Lethargic. This year is Graduating Year. The best damn thing is today. 4C Jalan Hari Raya (L) Goodness, these people plays a huge role in my life. Rmb our promise next year. Jalan Raya again :) Many love :D Someone finally knocked some senses into me. :) Good thing, time for me to wake up. Starting from now. No point beating about the bush.

1)There's neverending waiting for you, so why waste my time on you.

2)I'm doing great now, without you.

3)You found the one better than me, i shouldnt bother :)

4)You are like a kite trap onto branches on tall trees, no way to get you back. But cut it off.

5)You are happy, so do I.

6)My priority changed. O'lvl, Family, Closed friends, Hockey. Yours, perhaps her.

7)11.11 doesnt work for me, i wished for you yet you never comes back.

8)The 1 year plus, I took it as memories.

9)The gift and letters, i didnt throw. Experiences.

10)I wish you all the best for getting her.

Listed out 10 things that I should let go. Such a relief. There are many more, maybe too much to be list. Whatever it is. HAHA! I hope you can get her okayyyyy (Y) Aint hiding my feeling this time cause someone taught me how to. I still wish you well.

放了。

21 September 2010

2010-09-21T22:48:00.003+08:00

Gotten back some of the Prelim result. I must say is time i get urgent and panic. Actually really really want to study but i just cant help but visit facebook, tumblr and twitter. How how, sucha addiction. My Girlfriend is Gumiho! Superb ttm (Y) Lee Seung Gi is so gonna replace my Yongggg. Nevermind, i must be fair to the both of them. Is okay to love 2 right :b LEE SEUNG GI, I confess that i love you. P/S: I love you too, Yongggg (L) My sickness is on the way to recovery. Hurray :) But I guess too many ppl contracted it. NZW, take good care of yourself.

This time round, I'm the one contradicting myself.

16 September 2010

2010-09-16T21:20:00.003+08:00

The worst thing to do is to fall sick. Like seriously, damn suckyyyyyyyyyyy. Tuning in to 98.7fm. It's back again. :) Thank music for companying me when nobody does. Haha. I'm sure, 100% sure. It's amazing how long you take to forget while i'm still stuck on here. The person may be better than me you may think. I am not asking you back, just hoping that you should wake up somehow. What you think called love, isnt love. Things aint as simple as you think. Consult your heart, it will tell you the truth. Live happily alright, I will be. Although it is not like i can do it immediately.Soon,i believe the time will come.
Flu, cough or whatever, faster go away.
p/s, NZW, you are not talking to the wall. I think i'm listening this time round.

累了。已经没有毅力再等下去。

15 September 2010

2010-09-15T21:05:00.006+08:00

It's the most sucky day ever. Things were alright until you come home. Hello lady, you think i'm so free. I need my time for studying. Wtf, i'm alrdy suffering from brain drain. I just want to have some enlightenment before i continued my revision, and you just screwed it. Water the plant for you, you still not happy abt it. Eh, i sweep the floor until my backache you know. Give me this fucking attitude like i owe you. Mama, i respect you okay. At least be thankful for what i've done. I know you are tired from your work but dont throw your anger on me. Although you worked very hard, try to be in my shoes. Okay, sorry sorry.

Today is not my day. I need a rest so freaking bad. Thankful that flu and cough kind of subside a bit, still that sick feeling aint going away. Alright, time to get on to F&N and POA!

你会回来吗？

14 September 2010

2010-09-14T22:51:00.003+08:00

I'm sick, i think. I guess i am deprived of sleep recently. I cant believe that i took 5 hours of nap earlier on. Bro only allow me to use lappy until now and it's alrdy gonna be like bed time. Somemore, i lost my focus on revising. How great is that. Stress+Pressure =Sick. Best formular of all. So sickkkkkk. My head is kind of throbbing, i bet is seeking for bed. The thing is i havent started my emaths revision! Okay, enough. I stop here. Virus, pls get away from me tmr.
Blessed. :)
Cbox, what's with all the unknown passerby. Irritating ttm.

一天又一天过去。一个月，两个月，三个月，四个月。

Heartbeat.

12 September 2010

2010-09-12T15:43:00.003+08:00

Hell-ya. Ask me what is my mood now. - Indescribably Sad and I seriously need a punching bag! Why is this always happening happening? Sucha pain in the ass. Screw you. Okay, enough of my moaning. I spent my Boring Saturday damn well. My routine - Woke up at 12plus and Eat. 1,2,3,4,5,6 hours of nap. Thumb up for me ! I told NZW and Zen that I'm gonna study since ytd. Till now, muahahahaha. Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr, MSN and Blogger. Another thumb up (Y) Well done, i thought tmr physics exam will be MCQ. Goodness, it is written. Wishful thinking. Geography, please be good. You're my worst subject of all but i'm gonna study you hard later :) It's high time i stop letting everything abt you to affect me. Really, it's enough. Somebody tell me how to.

Shu received her special prediction from Anita the online psychic:

Anita said:

"Shu darling, you know that it takes work to maintain a successful relationship, and you're happy to do what it takes. Your efforts are paying off, too. "

(via Facebook)

If my efforts are paying off, i dont have to be so terrible and keep worrying abt you. If my efforts are paying off to maintain a successful relationship between us, things wont turn out this way.

爱得越深，伤得越痛。

10 September 2010

2010-09-10T22:30:00.004+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA !

Mum.mum.mum.mum. :D I slept at 3plus am ytd. Maybe because there's too much things bothering me. Thank to Mx, he stayed with me till i fell asleep. (: I cant believe that gym session with Zen was so fun. Basically, i woke up late and the stupid 307 came so late. Reach there @ 10am. Omg, there were handsome hunks, a lot. With his guidance, everything went well. We should have more gym sessions together :) Hiakhiak. He asked me to report to him if there is any muscles ache tmr. I hope it will be a no pls. Okay lah. End here, stop here.

Sour, a form of jealousy.

09 September 2010

2010-09-09T22:02:00.002+08:00

I'm back once again. Just went studying with Deb, both of us weren't that focus which we ended up talking abt rabbit, eating and heading for Lot. I'm like eyeing for so many things. New shoes, new clothes etc etc. I came to the conclusion that typing this way is much more better rather than in a form of sentences. I got more things to talk abt. Hehe. Pls say you all can make it for tmr. I want to tan !!! Muahahahaha! Alarm clock, i'm counting on you tmr. Make sure that i wake up at 8am :) Imma good girl for the day. Now i realise how tough is a mum's job. I finally (touch) the broom! Good experience but fucking tired seriously. Mummy, i love you. Thank you for all the things you done for us. Ohman, i'm so random. Okay, I stop right here. Yes, i shouldnt just let your words ruin my day. Maybe I should learn how to let go a bit. One step at a time.

I hope you are irritating.

09 September 2010

2010-09-09T14:01:00.002+08:00

I didnt sleep well last night.
Toss and turn, eventually fell asleep.
I (woken up) yesterday.
Time to tackle my weaknesses.
I sucks at handling pressure.
I sucks at making plan which lead to poor time management.
I had low self-esteem.
From today till 25 Oct, it's time for a change.

Gym tmr, omg.
Excited man, going with Z.sis tmr :D

Man, You've got to knock some sense into your ego.

08 September 2010

2010-09-08T10:53:00.002+08:00

I've been trying to blog ytd but bro got hold of the whole lappy for the day.
So forget it, i also dont know what much to say just the urge to blog.
Maybe there's too many things running in my mind.
The fact is i just dont know how to put into words.

Hiakhiak. 11.11am.
I made a wish, the same wish everyday.
But it never turns out true.
Whatever it is.

03 September 2010

2010-09-03T22:31:00.005+08:00

Ohmy love-lies.
This bunch of girls gave me the best and big surprise ever.
Notes in the lift for a birthday girl.
Notes on the wall of my corridor.
Notes on the wall of my bedroom.
Million and million of thank.
I dont know what to say but only thank you.
They make me feel special.
Anddddd.
Not to forget my 5-6 years and still counting babies, close friends and teammates for the book* as well as the surprise.
It's all kept here - <3
YongHwa baby celebrate with me this year.
OMG, you're the best gift i ever had. (:

Somehow, they made me realise and learn how to forget you.
I am learning yet I dont know what is the point.
So that I can live happier?
It wont, it even hurts more to forget.
Till now, I am still wondering where the fuck is the msg you sent me 363 days back.
It seemed like a promise you made to me, i've lost it.
But i still rmb what you said in the msg.
If you rmb it, is 05 September'09.

It's useless to show how much you damn care for someone when that person is too busy getting someone else's attention - Unknown.

29 August 2010

2010-08-29T21:56:00.002+08:00

After tmr, maybe can kiss goodbye to Coursework Part A.
Wait, so for now, hurry up and finish it.
p/s, if not hthc gonna say i'm slow again.
HAHA.
Okay, dah.
I should really stop blogging now cause i dont know spend how long on it.
Devote time to my coursework :D
Bye.

26 August 2010

2010-08-26T03:14:00.003+08:00

Happy 23rd Month Bmf. (L)

Once again, I'm here to post.
It's 3.14 am.
Like ytd, I am doing my f/n coursework.
Devoting my sleeping time on doing coursework.
Serious joke, i have no choice.
I was more engergetic compared to ytd because i got mates who were in the same state as me.
Most importantly, secret weapons for the night - Coffee.
To keep me awake for the rest of the day.
How great huh.
Okay, cut the crap.
JIAYOU Sisi :D
I pretty hope that there will not be panda eyes or bloodshot eyes.

I am so touched upon receving the msg.
Although is just a few simple words, it contain so many thoughts.
XXX, dont be so good to me.

If our r/s could last like how bmf last.
It isnt too much to ask for right.
Time is not an issue, is the feeling that matters.

25 August 2010

2010-08-25T20:51:00.003+08:00

Goodness me.
I was late for school today.
If i know i shouldnt have come.
But after all, it wasnt a waste.
I learnt something today. (:
I kind of regret staying late ytd.
I practically did nothing. (Y)
Okay, i'm still gonna stay up today to finish.
It's a promise. :D

YH, be with me kay.
HAHA, give me some motivation to do work (:

24 August 2010

2010-08-24T22:16:00.004+08:00

2 more days to 23months.

As usual.
Let me be life less for the week.
I think i'm gonna stay till 4am today.
So for now, i need some fun before i proceed to serious work.

A true guy says sorry because he mean it, although is a minor thing.
Hthc makes me understand this.
Dont be so good to me pls.
I fear that i will fall for it.

I love YongHwa ttm.

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It's 25 Aug alrdy.
2.39am in the morning.
Everyone should be asleep now except for some night owl which include me staying in the night doing coursework.
How pathetic is that ?
I'm so f. tired but i cant bring myself to sleep.
Because I'm afraid that if i were to fall asleep, i wont wake up alrdy.
So once and for all, do as much as i can.
My mind is alrdy not listening to me.
That's why i slowly moving to blogger and facebook to seek for some entertainment.
My body is aching and i need endurance right now like seriously.
I think i will make sure i done parts of what i'm suppose to do before i proceed to bed.

Yonghwa, pls give me some motivation (:

23 August 2010

2010-08-23T22:36:00.003+08:00

Feeling down down down.
Omg. Deciding not to do coursework.
I'm drained today.
Kay, im having flu.
I think i will post a short one.
I'm too tired to handle anything.
There's so much things happening and i'm tired of it.
So tired of it.

Close ones around you sometimes aint that trusting.
So open your eyes big.
It's time for me to figure who to trust.
The game is on.

If you want to do this, i should take back my love.

Thank hthc, i'm not sure if i can do it.
Maybe i will, with you around.

19 August 2010

2010-08-19T20:31:00.006+08:00

Shag.

Thursday is always a long day.
I was happy.
But now, i'm feeling so down.
Yes, I finally feel a sense of urgency.

This is what i did to my wall.
Math Mensuration Formular for all the shape.
Maybe that's what i mean by makeover.
I'm feeling down againnnnnnnnn.
& #15, you hurt me once again.
Maybe i should cry it out.

Shot me with the truth & maybe i can give up.

18 August 2010

2010-08-18T22:27:00.000+08:00

One subject down (:

15 August 2010

2010-08-15T15:27:00.001+08:00

It's the 15 today.

13 August 2010

2010-08-13T22:14:00.004+08:00

I dont know what to post today.
Hmm.. I think i'm too into Kpop recently, very.
Especially my YongHwa baby :b
I hope i can really make it for 20 Aug.

YH, Wait for me :D
My mp3 player is all korean songs.
Okay, i think i'm gonna forget abt chinese and english songs.

Things I want to do when I have a lover - G.NA Feat Rain.
The lyric is so cute.

If I have a boy friend, there'll be so many things I want to do.
I've dreamt I have a boy friend like that.
The first, kissing him in the street.
The second, catching the early train for Chooncheon with him.
The third, going on a picnic with him.
The fourth, the piggy back ride.
The fifth, couple-ring is basic to our love.

If I have a girl friend, there'll be so many things I also want to do.
I've always envied another's girl friend.
The sixth, I'll go to late night movies with you.
The seventh, I'll go to amusement parks with you.
The eighth, I'll hold a surprise event for you.
boo boo boo I'll be really happy because of you.
The thought of it makes my heart flutter.
I'll try to do every one a day with you.
I'm so happy to be with you.
I'm so happy we both are together.
You're a real treasure to me.

I'm falling in love with this song. :D

You have to believe in me like how I believe in you.
& I still do.

12 August 2010

2010-08-12T20:38:00.002+08:00

Today is the most sucky day of the week.
Totally.
Got scolding from teachers. Not just one teacher.
It's so embarrassing, so i might as well not said it.
I want a makeover to my room.
Bmf commented my room seemed to be lack of something which i also think so.
I think it's my own hallucination, I heard soft whispers during midnight.
And again my whole body was paralyzed last night.
So basically, i didnt sleep well ):
I think it's time to tell mum, so that she can do something abt it.
I'm so scared to sleep alone now.
Sticky FTW!
Apple Rocks tastes heavenly ttm ! :D

I dont know why i keep on dreaming abt you.
It sound stupid seriously. -_-
I cant forget you and i dont want to be your past.
When i thought i stop thinking of you, you come and ruin everything again.

I love YongHwa (L)
You should appear in my dream tonight. (:

10 August 2010

2010-08-10T21:01:00.000+08:00

YongHwa, I think i'm falling for you. (:

09 August 2010

2010-08-09T17:07:00.008+08:00

Hi all :D

Happy National Day = Boring National Day.

Just finished watching Asia Song Festival.

Nevermind.

Yesterday was damn fun :D

Weet~

Really is like superb.

Eesplande - Marina Square - YOG PARK - Marina Bay Sand.

Let those photos talked okay.

I'm lazy today.

06 August 2010

2010-08-06T20:44:00.002+08:00

Forget to ask BC what is the date today.
Last annual cross-country plus national day celebration.
It think this year was the best of all.
I was thinking if i should walk or run then i thought abt the team.
In the end, made up my mind. RUN.
I bet is a bad decision.
Okay, fast forward.
Vivian, Deb, HY, WY and I went to Lot One for lunch.
At first thought of having pizza, but it was too packed.
Then we searching around everywhere, in the end we went to LJS.
We has a conversation.
I promise from today onwards, those texts that i send others must not be less than 2 words.
Most importantly, no more LOL.
MUST PUT FULLSTOP AND SMILEYS.
I must do it.
Then send WY off and headed to Vivian house for Mahjong session.
We played for like 3 games then we stopped.
Cause all too tired.
Then we watch horror movie.
Homed around 5.
Overall, it's was great today.

It's fate.

05 August 2010

2010-08-05T20:42:00.002+08:00

MX says i'm crazy. LOL.
Wowww, i left my tumblr rusty for days or weeks.
When i finally update, i reblog so many stuff. (Y)
Although today lesson are until 5 but it seemed so fast.
Finally another hectic week is gone.
Tmr cross country -_-
Whatever.
Bye.

I'm afraid.

04 August 2010

2010-08-04T20:50:00.002+08:00

Realised how fast things change just in one year.
From friends to best friends.
From best friends to lover.
From lover to strangers.

I'm getting fatter and fatter.
I gained weight again to 40kg now.
Flabby fat!
I think i should go for a run tmr. :
Stamina is going down.
Anyone free to join :O
Nevermind, cut the crap.
Time for homework.
Bye.

03 August 2010

2010-08-03T21:00:00.003+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday, Nayake ! (L)

Just woke up from a short nap.
& still feeling so tired after a bath.
A bit more to go, coursework part B.
Mdm Tan didnt come today, so basically we were doing our own thing.
Eventually come to the topic*.
Anyway, i'm so looking forward to Monday. :D
Esplanade, here we come.
People said, dont try to show signs of getting back something i've lost.
But i did.
Maybe this is my weakness.
You are the one who make it happen.

02 August 2010

2010-08-02T19:51:00.002+08:00

It's Monday Blue.
Tmr is the deadline for coursework part B & i'm like taking my own sweet time to blog.
Okay, will start very very soon.
What should i say.
All i can say is i shouldnt have come school today.
I'm like half-dead.
I bet i spent half of chem and phy's period sleeping.
Mr. G is angry with our class. ):
My Doddle Jump broke record, 39k.
Doddle, FTW. Work harder for me kay. <:
I think i 'm still the lowest in Bmf.
Nevermind.
I'm feeling so cold right now.
Mineral water company for the whole week.
I need iron.
I'm still waiting.

01 August 2010

2010-08-01T20:48:00.000+08:00

Darn.
The weather is bad today.
Plus morning sickness = awfully bad.
Flu and stomach cramp give me hell totally.
Until now, my back ache like fuck.
Adding to my mood today, nothing better.
I hope tmr it will worsen, so that i dont need to attend school.
& I realise i never touch any homework at all except phy.
Wtf, screwed.
Tmr is Monday Blue again.
This week, i know i'm not my real self.
I think I will still behave the same way until i could get over.
One moment i was happy, the other moment my nonsense come again.
I still rmb fri.
r. asked if i was alright, i said yeah.
But honestly, i wasnt.
I tried to hide.
Is not that i want to lie, it's because of that thing.
I'm very afraid, too frighten till i also not sure what i'm scared of.
It's going to be 3months real soon.
It's my stupidity i should say.
My head ask me to move on but i dont want to.
When will this thing be over?

27 July 2010

2010-07-27T21:15:00.000+08:00

26 July 2010

2010-07-26T20:46:00.000+08:00

Happy 22nd Month, Bmf! (L)

At the end of the day, i got a conclusion.
Friendship definitely last longer than relationship.
I guess i not going to put too much hope on you.
I dont want another disappointment again and again cause it seriously ruin my mood.
Another thing is i shouldnt set my priority as you.
I realise until now, everything i wrote is all about you.
Whatever it is.
I'm little hyper today.
It's so flufffyyyyyyyy, I'm gonna dieeeeeeeee.
Heehee.
Move on to my homework.
Ohf.
I'm having stomach upset.
Goodnight.

25 July 2010

2010-07-25T21:15:00.000+08:00

3more hours to 22months.

Bmf.(L)

i was basically lazy to update blog and tumblr and kept it rusty for days.

HAHAHA!

It's so fluffy, i'm gonna dieeeeee.

Despicable Me, strike off from my wishlist. <:

Omg, head down to Jp with Sisi, Zw & Ahmei.

Sisi and I went to buy the tickets first.

In the end, wth.

Long queue.

But, luckily we still manage to watch.

The cinema is pitchy dark okayyy.

I cant see a single thing and got stuck halfway on the stair while the rest were in front.

It was until they showed advertisement then i started walking to our seats.

HEHE!

The rest of it i'm lazy to elaborate.

There's school tmr, f*.

I hope somebody can just pass me some virus so that i wont be able to make it to school (:

I'm losing faith already.

No matter how i try to please and to get back to you again,

You gave me this coldness.

I was speechless, really.

22 July 2010

2010-07-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

Laptop, I think i can sleep with you.
Ohman, you sucha addiction.
I've been glued to you since 5pm just now.
Almost everyday.
Okay, control myself.

I've got nothing to say.
fuckingsad.

Give me some hope to hold on pls.

20 July 2010

2010-07-20T23:46:00.000+08:00

He ask me to fight for it and be brave.
Thank.

Just any word from you can actually make my day.

19 July 2010

2010-07-19T21:56:00.000+08:00

Contradicting.

Okay, save all the f words under my breath.
Breathe in, breathe out.
Okay.
Is damn frustrating hearing that okay.
I hate to get to know about you thru another person.
Be true to yourself and be true to others can, at least.
I dont understand why are we making it so difficult for each other.

Everyone is so not in the mood today.
Maybe it's Monday Blue.
Tmr will be better.
Blessed.

18 July 2010

2010-07-18T17:40:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Raina sis and Taemin! :D

Weet~
I've been using laptop for the past 6hours.
Haha!
Intend to do homework since 3hrs ao and I dragged till now.
Baik, Shu.
Nevermind, soon <:
Save all the long words.
Bye.

Pompuan ni merepek. -.-

I'mstillwaiting.

13 July 2010

2010-07-13T22:07:00.000+08:00

I'm f. tired today.
Totally like a worn out machine.
Lesson wise, dont say much.
Cause is effy boring.
After f/n extra lesson, stayed back in school till 7pm to do maths.
Wowww.
Imma Math freak.
Finally I couldnt take it & that's it.
I doze off on the table.
Teeheee.
Shorttt nap, 10min.
And constantly yawning on the way back home.
I had my really beauty sleep ytd ever since 15th M.
Someone asked me why i put webdings font.
Okay, no other reason.
Definitely not for him to see.
Blogspot is a public site, eventually ppl can see.
I put webdings because i dont want myself to see.
I decided to put webdings to keep me away from those words that i said.
Whatever it is, up to own belief.

79338489.

Okay, enough.

12 July 2010

2010-07-12T21:13:00.000+08:00

Woww!
Didnt blog for 6 days.
No longer find interest in blogging, cause i'm getting sick of what i posted.
Like seriously.
I love you, baby. Spain FTW! :D
I slept for 3 hours only.
Because of you, Spain.
It's a disappointment though, but I'm still proud of you :D
Heehee.

It's time to wake up from my dream.
Because what i've been thinking all this while, aint gonna come true.
Time to face the reality, maybe life will be better off without you.
I've always thought there's a turning back for us.
But you seemed to prove me wrong.
Texting other girls, going out with girls.
Yes, you can take it that i'm jealous.
Because my heart sank whenever i heard anything abt you.
I would wonder if is it a good news or bad news for me.
That kind of feeling, I just cant describe it.
My heart will pause for a few seconds before it start beating again.
I feel remorseful, because we never once have a nice date out.
I can just blame myself for not holding tight when i have you.
What's the point of saying all this thing when i knew that nothing will happen.
There will be nothing from you.
That day when I talked to you, I feel so strange.
It was as if i dont know you, we are total strangers.
After we ended, I think i owed others.
Because I spent a lot of time thinking abt how to save this r/s.
I never once notice that others also need my care and concern.
This may be the last time i'm posting abt it.
Who know the next time when i post, I will be over you. (:
That's all i wish for now.
Yeah, i should stop talking now before i fall into it deeper.

07 July 2010

2010-07-07T22:15:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, MINGXIAN :D

Ohmygod. So nervous, tmr is my chinese oral.
Today's topic was damn easy.
Why wasnt my oral today :(
Was effy bored just now.
So i went to flip through photo album and saw some of my photos :p
LMAO!

I remember vividly this was taken when i wentto Genting.
HEEHEE! The pose was lame.

This was slightly older. Weet~ My favourite pikachu.
Dont know where it is now O:

Well compared to now, I think i look better when i was a kid.
HAHA! I realised brother was so cute and handsome :D
HEEHEE.
Next Wed and he will be back.
BOTAK :D

Okay, enough of crap.
Bless me.

I've nothing to say anymore.
Once again, you make me feel stupid.

05 July 2010

2010-07-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Beloved YANA!

Happy sweet 17th. :D

Enjoy & have fun.

Lastly, I love you ttm (:

Weet~!

Had so much fun at KBox ytd. (:

WanYin, Jany,ManKe,YunYing, Crystal,Vivian & MC. :D:D:D

Haha! Crazyyyyyyyyyyyy~

ManKe's singing :D

Group Shot.

Group Shot.

Really feel like banging the wall ytd.

I definitely feel embarrassed for making a scene over there.

Dilema.

03 July 2010

2010-07-03T16:59:00.000+08:00

I've been thinking abt it since ytd night.
Comeon, SM.
Where's your self-control?
It's only one month, one month and i cant even take it.
& i broke my promise to myself and to others.

Where has my sweetguy gone.?

02 July 2010

2010-07-02T21:23:00.000+08:00

My heart is in a mess, who can fix it for me?

28 June 2010

2010-06-28T20:46:00.001+08:00

(via leilockheart )

Well, is first day of school. :
Lovely cause get to see bmf, friends and classmates once again. (:
Upset cause nightmare is going to arrive real soon.
Anw, this is my first post.
Something cropped up with my posting.
So frustrating, so i changed link.
Haha, all my previous posts are found in other URL.
Dont wanna reveal the link.
Haha, i restricted that blog anyway.
Let's hope my that blog will be fine soon.
Ohyeah, did some editing too.
Heeeeeeee.
Even since holiday started, my sleeping pattern changed.
I stayed up late till midnight or even later.
I think it's getting hard to change.
Need to take some time.
Kinda miss brother.
Though we always quarrel, hope he's doing well in Tekong.
Be safe and take care.
Dont worry abt your iphone, i wont kipnap it. :b
WE GOT MARRIED! \m/
Those couples look cute together :D
Jo Kwon and Ga-In
Seo Hyun and Yong Hwa
Nickhun and Victoria.
I have been waiting for Nickhunnie and Victoria's episode to be out. :DDDDD
Cant wait for their next epi. <:

Okay, i get it straight to the point.
I dont want to be harsh, i alrdy did it so obvious.
You should realise it, no reply means dont want to talk to you.
Or maybe i let you get the wrong idea that makes you misunderstand.
Dont do it to the extent that ppl loathe you.

I've to admit that i still have not get over you yet.
Time is giving in to me but i refused to give in to myself.
When i see you, i did purposely avoid my eyes from looking at you.
It just makes me feel so stupid.
Because i wanted to see you yet i tried to avoid.
I have lost in this fall.